Note the sun's heat in the eyelids when she closed her eyes and lost in the lyrics of the songs he had heard in recent months it produced an almost perverse state of melancholy, a pain that was eating from the inside, it felt like a stray dog \u200b\u200band beaten in his new fortune.
needed air to breathe without you scrape the guts, I needed to trust in yourself, recognize and not feel so lost, so unfairly treated by life.
The smell of vinyl and the concentric circles of the turntable needle did when I turned desperate to do their job took him to an almost hypnotic state that I was not sure if I wanted to, all the grooves had disk by moving the needle as the most natural thing in the world were a mirror of which was in his heart. He tilted the glass rushing the last sip of tea and saw the horizon without any sharpness and focus, to realize that looked exactly like that when he imagined his immediate future. He thought the reason that leads someone to invent her past, distort, and supposed to do that and it can not be endured, so he took all the photographs and negatives he had at home when she left last time because did not want the illegal passage of time every year they had shared, even though he knew perfectly well that although the time seemed to stand still in emulsions composed images, latent, or not, the emotions flowed in them more alive than ever.
looked at the boxes piled to the same expectation that when he was 7 and spent a whole afternoon in front of the plate waiting for food eaten did not want to grow that was what her mother never tired of repeating, that never happened, but just in case the average handle of the spoon.
With closed eyes needed to know why just as a man he had to leave the house and children and was cursed by not having the uterus and the cynicism and the apology that is made on gender equality .
must have realized when he left noticed his breath on her bed when she slept, and always gave back, when not only cast shadows and reflections to make love, when not looking at his face because he was totally lost reinvented his past, torn apart and distorted.
Suddenly he remembered the last time I climbed to the top of a mountain near his house to see one of these astronomical phenomena that only occur cyclically every certain number of years and sitting on a cliff with legs dangling hundreds of feet above the ground, he felt free and whistled with all his energy the theme song for the movie "
In the distance, through the window of the small apartment he rented just sounded like a radio program a listener had requested an old song, "I collect flies in Toyland (a group dissolved and the 80 that took only 2 LP and dissolved despite the success they had achieved).
And if something is safe at this moment is not good times for
Moni - Chameleon